march 26 - 28 recollection goodness and got a change heart

hello it has been 3 days since i have written or posted so this what happened during does day. On Wednesday i attended my Reco2 it kind of took me a visit to the past the rocolector was okay guy he was friendly but has issues i think. So during the recolection i learned a few things about reality truths about as being humans one we don't feel much as we use to and care less about things around us and when we do this we are slowly letting go of our humanity. our dreams when we were young we forget them and what happens to us is that we are alive but are we living and because of this we tend to forget who we really are and who we want to we will be just like a robot and do what society wants us to do but not what we want to and i realize that i am really like this downing my self to become what others want but not i want so i will do a life that i want and hope that it will be great because money is refundable but time isn't. So in Thursday  i tired my best to do it but its really hard to fight a habit but i helped people more than i should i think its a good start and bought the how to recycle paper kit ^_^ so its good  and i was rewarded by winning a few games so thank god but like all my days evening sucks my brother got angry about earphones  but i think something it is deeper than that bit i will forgive him i can always get a new one. so on Friday it was a regular day good at morning and fucking assholic at night but i still mange to survive it after getting bombarded by badness like my grades but a new from  now i will have bigger problems so i guess this all a test. have a good day and leave a comment.

March 30 HOT DAY!!!!

First of all congrats to all those who graduated this march good for you. So I haven't posted any thing new for days already but I already got them ready I just don't have the time yet I will post them later. So lets talk about today everything that should  have happened already happened this morning i was full on choirs first thing I did was do the laundry while its in the washing machine. I bathed the dog and after that I hanged the the Finnish clean cloths and while i was doing this one of our cats maming gave birth!! How do I know because she was noisy as fuck and we heard small mews than it stopped hope the kittens made it I will look for it later and take a pictures of it and post it in my accounts and also here if there still alive so anyways my brother left for the game tournament and to watch captain America I hope I could watch it to but I stayed behind for mama because no one will be with her so I stay here and type this and it is so hot I guess summer is already here oh and i will start making my first notebook yehey for me  but now I am going to turn the ac up and going to have a cat nap after I take a cold shower so thanks for reading and have a nice day. Leave a comment please

MARCH 26

Today i made a mistake i went to school to early because i thought that it was the correct time and date but i was wrong so i have no title only the date because for a very long time i will tell what actually happen so after realizing that i had a wrong day so i went to my moms office then rested for a bit i told my mama about the plans because i realize that keeping it a secret was useless and i needed funds to do it. so while i was resting i was looking at the pics of my cp and saw some pictures of my ex i really need to clean that up i felt sad while looking at it felt lonely and told my self if i was going to love again and i hope i do i really do. I dont want to feel sad anymore so i did my assignment read a little and did my project which was actually easy i hope that was correct i don't feel really confident about my works especially that has to do with math or numbers so after doing that i showed my mom and she rewarded me with lunch ^_^ and after eating i took a nap a long nap then i woke up washed my face the getting ready stuff and went to the com shop to send my works and posted this so there you have it that is what is happening right now. Like my regular school days my moral will go down after 6pm because i am a morning person but i hope today is different so have a nice day and leave a comment

3 DAY PLAN!!!

So i have been very bz with school and other stuff i should concentrate with school yup that is the right thing to so anyways my life is kind  going down slope right now so many problems but with so little solutions and i haven't got a decent sleep because of this so yesterday i created the three day plan trial  i hope that it will work. So the plan is ask everybody how will i do this first part of my plan is that make sure i  will keep make it secret to my family second is to collect 1000 used papers and recycle them again as papers and buy materials to make notebooks that is stylish and third one is make 200 notebooks and sell them for a reasonable price hahahaha i am sure it will be a big hit well i hope it will work oh and for my school well continue studying and hoping for my best and i wish i was smart well smarter i will hope for the best in everything i do and with gods help and  with effort it can all be done oh and i wish i was in a relationship right now because i am alone in life expect my dog and my cat i hope i will find the right one tom or next week so any ways have a nice day and leave a comment.

PETS!!!!

Good day so I am here to tell you about our pets. So ever since I was a child me and my brothers always had a pet mostly dog or cats rarely anything else. So right now we have three pets in our home two cats named mingming and maming well as you can read there motherly related so mingming is a black grey stripes cat actually he still in mid kitten cat years he mostly sleeps inside the house his snobbish but playful he loves tuna and rats that y we don't have any rodents in our home at night he sleeps ether in my bed or my brothers mostly mine because my brother kicks him out. Maming is Mingmings mother she has been in the longest around he had many other kittens but they all left mingming is the youngest among them. Maming likes rice and crackers unlike his son maming does not like to chase rodents but still hunts them anyways she sleep in the top of the car or in the front porch of the house and rarely enters our home unless feeding time both of them has no breeding there like street cats but much more cleaner and nicer. We have one dog her name is bubbles she's a shitzu she very small and a toy dog but eats like a big one she like playing with everyone and everything but she's still very protective towards us and barks at bite if we are not friendly towards that person she a house dog very rarely leaves the house because she might get flees. She love chewing things like slippers and trash bags but she love her dog food and me I am her fave hehehe. All of my pets lives together happy we'll sometimes bubbles likes to play so much that she annoys him and they start to fight but there cool now. So that's all about my pets have a good day and leave a comment.

WEIRD LOVE!!!!

Good day to all so my love life is weird no seriously it's weird I have been dating this guy for 3 year plus it's kind of a on and off thing that why we reach 3 years so anyways it's weird because no matter what happens we still ends up forgiving each other mostly in his side because I am a curl son of a gun and I think he deserves more than me but I am kind of happy that's his proud of me it just sometimes it annoys me that he is so open. Our love might not be one of the greatest but it is still a love story and i hope it will have a happy ending he doesn't even have twitter I think or Instagram which a good thing I guess I wonder what will happen next in this weird relationship of ours in the beginning it's already weird hahahaha so anyways no matter how weird it is his my man and I am his so that that so I hope you have nice day and leave a comment and suggestion thanks.

LOVE TRUE AND FALSE!!!

So i have been having love problems well because me i am actual not the best person to love that is a a real truth i had hurt people and gave false hope maybe because i was also hurt in our world today its hard to know what is the truth and the lie because people hate lies but really hates more the truth. Finding the real love in this world is like finding a pearl in an oyster you must suffer and endure pain before you get the pearl but sometimes its not enough  but even if its not enough  you must remember never to let it hold you pain is a common thing the a person must feel it is a great teacher that lesson you will forever hold just you that loving some one is worth it and love him or her not because you are lonely but love him or her because you do but remember that falling in love is easy but staying in love is hard hope you have a good day because i just learned this lesson that hard way leave a comment.

SICK DAY 2!!!

Good day to all so it has been three day since or two days so being the youngest in the family i have responsibilities so even if i am sick that not a reason unless your spitting blood and or dying so that it.They actually woke me up just to tell me to do laundry well because  my dirty clothes are piling up  so it is reasonable so while i was doing my laundry my mom told me to do mufti tasking so i also did the dishes moped the floor and finished my notes i have been thinking of how will i can make it more see able to increase view i want at least everyday that i will have 20 views a day which is hard so that all that happened oh and i learned how to Zamba hahahaha i hope i get better soon.

FETHISES!!

I was Already laying down on bed when I came past upon a article about fethises and there was so many kind and it gets weird there is a kind where they like acting as animals so they dress like them and do it like the animals and sometimes inter species and I saw a video about it and I have a feeling that I will have a nightmares about it. I also saw about a fetishes on sweets haha it was  funny and the way they do it is actually just cover themselves with sugar and lick each clean it sound so kinky and easy but no because its hard and sticky I don't get people  there so much more other fetishes that I can  say but I am sick and I don't want to be sicker as I am already so go search them yoursleves I am going to sleep so have a nice day and leave a comment.

SICK DAY!!!

I hate sick days this is actually my first time writing at home because i was forced to do it waaaa!!! So anyways i am actually doing nothing but writing now or typing having a flu i got to stay at bed and rest the whole evening but in the good side i got to watch the whole 300 part 1 and 2. Having a sick day has its benefits as well one you can think about your life second you can write things like me and third a rest day to change the routine of your daily life but i still hate it because i cant taste anything and smell anything and my body ache and i feel so weak like playing a support and only needs only to get around when needed and always get blamed for but even this happens i still get ordered around so have a nice day and leave a comment.

MIRRORS 3!!!!

Good day this happened last night. I got home around 10:30 and everybody was asleep except for my older brother so i entered the living room and when i was passing the mirror something caught my eye it was a little shadow standing facing the wall and i was about to scream and run like crazy but my body has different ideas i just stood there for about 10 mins or something until i heard foot steps so my body jerked and moved finally and  looked at the place where the shadow was and nothing was there and run up stairs and while i was going up i was sure i heard i faint laughter coming form near the mirror. That morning while i was going down i looked at the mirror again to make sure but nothing was there so have a good day leave a comment and suggestion.

BIG SPENDER!!!

Good day so this happened to me a day ago i had an assignment due that afternoon and i just remembered it that day only so i went to the nearest com shop. When i got there i saw that one hour was about  52 pesos so i was having doubts about renting a PC but i need the assignment to be done so i just decide that i will do open time which was 1 pesos per min which can save me a lot. I finished my assignment and printed it out without looking at the time usage and it hit me i spent 180 PESOS!!! just on the computer rental i was shocked because it was just so fast and the printing was 5 pesos a page i was thinking what is your paper made off i mean it should be only at least 2 pesos only and it was 4 pages so it was already 20 pesos i actually spent 200 pesos on a 4 page assignment. Needless to say i didn't go there anymore unless i will only use it for one hour. So save money think smart and save smart don't be like me leave a comment and suggestion and have a good day.

SECOND CHANCES!!!

Everybody believes in second chances sometimes even more but people really believe this  i know everybody deserves this but if its already abused then that person shouldn't be given chances anymore because he/she knows that even if she or he doesn't change you will always accept him and the cycle never change and he or she is no better than a parasite to you and if you really love him and let him go because maybe the real reason his not changing is you and letting him go will force him not to be dependent and will change for the better. so have a nice day

PSYCHOTIC TENDENCIES!!!!!

This happen during when one of trips home the person sitting next me was so clingy like there was space anymore. sadly we had the same stop so when we got out she was standing in front of me in the high way and i had a urge to push her but i didn't because i know it was wrong.Then i realize i had been thinking of murdering a lot like almost everyday so i researched about it just to make sure i wasn't crazy and i found out it was normal ^_^ It is because our mind actually find it thinks what is the easiest solution and go with it sometimes it stupid or normal it all depends on a person psyche if your psyche is like mine i suggest you tube it makes you sound normal or look normal at least so that it so don't worry to much and live life leave a comment okay.

SLOW INTERNET!!!

During this age and time this is one of the most annoying thing that can happen to anybody its slow net especially i hate it so much when i was doing school work because it will make you fail and you cant reason to the profs that because there is actually not a valid reason. this also works with gamer when your in a middle of a fight and then lag or spike of connection or something like that you can say good bye to your character or your just maybe weak. last but not least when your video chatting i don't really do this but people says that you think its just the person staying still and suddenly its just lag i have a feeling thats really annoying hope you enjoy my rant and have a good day.

SUPRISE!!

Good day earlier this morning  very earlier around 2Am i was woken up by my dad who told me that he has a surprise for me in the back of the closet  and use it to make my mom happy but i shouldn't tell my my mom so i said okay and i fell a sleep again. later that morning i woke up again feeling weird and i suddenly remembered what my father told me so i went to the closet and went at the end of the closet like my dad said there was box i got it and went out of the closet and sat at the dinner table and opened the box and i saw a wallet containing 5000 and says for gifts but the note was old since i was alone at the moment i went out left a note and went to the near by small market and went buy a  cake for all of us when i went home my mother was already there and showed him the cake i told them just i felt like buying it and we ate it. Its not everyday you get a visitor form beyond the grave. leave a message and a suggestion have a nice day.

MiRroRs 2!!!!!

Reflections on mirrors copy are every move it must be annoying for it to that everyday to not have any free will but what if it works the other way around then one day you wake up and look in the mirror then refection moves and then you are forced to follow it and maybe it decides to end it all it gets the nearest blade or sharp object and stabs you and you scream but remember it only copy's action so your the only going to feel the pain... well i am going to stop staring at the mirror to much so leave a comment and suggestion and have a nice day

MIRRORS!!

I was just wondering about mirrors and refection i mean how was it made and who invented it i will research that later so now i was thinking what is beyond the mirror and what if the mirror has another world behind it and our reflections are the guardians or the things blocking what ever is in there maybe dark scary horrible world and the mirror are the gates. But what if it is the other way around and we have the scary horrible world and the reflections are blocking our world from entering theres I guess we will never know so share your thoughts and leave a comment and suggestion and have a nice day,

HATING IT!!!

Today was just plain irritating this morning i went to school early and arrived at 8:16 i went to the computer shop to edit and print my assignment. It was all going well until the printing process there server suddenly lag and then hang and then shutdown totally and had to call there boss like a good boos that he pucking is he just said reset it and that was when it all gets really stupid i waited for about 30 min just for them to fix it and then reboot everything again and when it was done i had to wait 5 min again just for them to remember i was printing something  which i reminded them every time i can there just so stupid very stupid i am not being judgmental i am just saying my insights i just hope they learn so i hope you have a good day

NIGHTMARES!!!

Hello everybody i just want to share my nightmare that i had last week . The nightmare usually start me stand at my bed side and hearing something meowing so i walk towards it and end up in the top of the stair cases. Then a man cat comes up a person who has a head of a cat but a body of a person it really scary because its head is small while the body is big and it stares at me then starts meowing louder and another one comes up and this one has bloody red eyes and it has almost human face but still catty like and i start to move backward go back to my room the the most disturbing thing comes up after the bloody cat eye cat man. It was cat with a head of a decaying human person and it was meowing after seeing that i ran towards my room and lock it and they start to open the door and before they break it thank fully i wake up so that my nightmare. so have a nice day and leave a comment or suggestion.

LETRAN!!!

Well in that bad day i did mange to go to my old school Letran where i spent my high school as i entered it so much memories of my time spent there came back to me. It was like nothing change in my eyes everything was still there well except the elementary building. while i was walking and looking around it made me realize everything i learned there be it be a bad thing or a good one had uses it was like looking in the past and it made me feel happy and sad happy because i have gone so far from my past self and improve a little i hope and sad because i was getting old and realize i had repeated some mistakes that i did in the past. But anyways there is nothing wrong about that were human and we wake mistakes but still there is no regret about it they are my choices and i live by them. so leave a comment and suggestion.

BAD DAY!!!!

Hello well yesterday was one of the worst day of my life. I was just going to the SEC and get the papers for an assignment and write one or two post and study a bit plus play computer and go to class. I had my whole day  planned already but my older brother had other plans he had an errand to do but he didn't want to do it so ranted about everything negative about me even my eating habits and my texting -_-" so i was forced to do it and i traveled to Intramusros  then to Edsa then back to my mothers office. I was caught in the rush hour i wasn't able to attend my first subject which one of the hardest class but i was able to finish my assignment for my second subject but was still angry about everything. It doesn't mean your the oldest you can order around your younger siblings so that you can relax but what done is done i just need to keep up to my lessons in that class so anyways hope you have a great day
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VICES!!!!!

First of all what are vices? well for me vices are the things that you do even you know its wrong because its ether our body needs it or we just get used to it. But how does vices start? it starts from just trying and before you know it you do it or use it everyday. there is a cure for this anyways but its a long annoying process its using it only less and less everyday and before you know it you don't need it any more but like all problems in our life we have to admit that we have a problem and from there we can move forward to a better tom. But there is a better way and that way is actually  not starting any vices like the saying goes prevention is the best solution or something like that so leave a comment or suggestion and have a nice day.

Scheduling

Good day again i just finished reading about many things about blogging and while i was reading this i realized that i need time  because of school,work and game time and now this and what better way to save time than scheduling. first what is scheduling?? well scheduling is  is a basic time management tool consisting of a list of times at which possible tasks, events, or actions are intended to take place, or a sequence of events in the chronological order in which such things are intended to take place. Well that's according to wiki for me its just a way to see what can you do with a given time that you have. So anyways i want to share somethings that are for me the benefits of scheduling.

1.Check your time always and think what you will do first by doing this your saving time already.

2.Finnish the bigger deals for me its important to do the work with less stress and whats a better way to do it than to finish all the important things first.

3.If the bigger ones are just to hard don't give up yet Finnish the easier ones by doing your slowly getting done and it will raise your moral to Finnish the big stuffs.

so this are just my advice's to scheduling