Things really havent changed in a while I am kind of bored of it i need something but it isn't there maybe i worry so much it true they said if you want something done do it stop thinking of it that it will just magically change.
Maybe i want more yes that is true i want more in life its my nature to go and know more i have been reading things that might change me i need to reinvent myself and re invent the things i do in all aspect on my life i right this because i always tell my self i will post but i don't i forfet about it and move on that a bad trait i have been such a giving person but when it comes to me it is so hard to give myself what i want or need but when it comes to others my hand is so open like i said i need to change so yup i don't want to be unchanging anymore.
This is my first step this i promise.
