July 29 Kittens and Drama

Hi good evening or morning whatever day or time your reading this so today was kind of boring, fun and dramatic in a whole set so this what happened so today was a holiday  so I decided to sleep the whole morning and wake up later but my mom had other plans so she called and woke up us me and my brothers I was the first one up as always I had a argument about rest days and sudden planing so as early as 8am we were fighting but my mom always had the last word so I just followed and then came my borthers which we had a same feeling for this events and this was kind of one rare occasions which we all agree on something but its sort lived because had a talk about kittens which we agreed to give away but my eldest decide to keep one of it but I wanted to give it all considering his past relation on our family pets before.  I still don't know what plan to take I guess my mom has the last say so after all getting ready we went to our grandmother house which there is a suspicion and drama going on my grand is being suspected of having a relationship with a one of the old helper which was kind of weird his not that really attractive as in 0% my family in both side is as fucked up already at is it so there and my grandfather is still alive sick but still alive so there is a thing my Lola ignores sometimes my lolo which is kind of sad but that's life so my mom and her sister and brother are trying there best to fix it hope they succeed. After lunch we left I had a hair cut which is nice for me and i am going to give our kittens they deserve better and tonight I am watching a tele drama that can made me cry and felt sorry for the real wife so there's classes again Tom I hope it will be a great day so many things are in store for me lets hope for the best thanks for reading. Have a great day as well.

July 27 mall and idea day!!!

Hello so today has just one big trip and idea sprouting day well mostly all good ideas I think the day started like any other Sunday cleaning the house and talking after that we headed our different plans my oldest brother was going to stay at home while the second one was heading to a group meeting while being the youngest I was going with my mom to the mall the mall trip was good I few idea went to mind like burning a whole barangay for fun which is weird and the ideas of having rough lovemaking with a Russian guy I don't know where that came from. So when we arrived in the mall it was lunch time but my mom had other plans she wanted to be done before 3pm so we finished all the important stuff of our shopping trip i was hungry and I got another idea from reading a novel and an plan of mine I wanted my own laptop with personal things and stuff so about that I will continue civil service and my video plan so that about that and before we went home we went to wilcone a store for furnitures and stuff like that and we bought a cabinet there was no problem in it the problem was with  me yup me  when we got home and arranged it I keep messing up as in I dropped  containers and spoons and fork plus ever thing else I touch even the kittens poor kitten but were cool now after that hellish moment I went up here got dressed and posted this so that's it have a good day and keep loving.

July 20 Shadows at night!!!

Hello it has Been I think 3 days since I last posted here so this what happened to me last night. The time was around 10 pm when I went to sleep I slept we'll because of the cold surroundings which didn't bother me at first. Around 2:30 am I woke up with the feeling of uneasy ness because of a few reasons like the room was so cold and I wasn't using the ace just the electric fan and second the feeling of being watched because of this I wasn't really comfortable so I just keep moving in my bed when I noticed that room was somewhat different I still have a night light because a another incident which is a another story. So I stood up in bed and looked around and the feeling in the back of my head to keep looking its like a find it its obvious but still can't see it  so I decided just to sleep it in and ignore it the time was almost 3:00am and we had trip early morning so when I was about to sleep  it hit me there were shadows In the wall then it should be so decided to make sure I looked around again and I saw it it was a shadow of a man near the window  and the shadow shape seems a little familiar or i was just over thinking but what scared me the most was there was nobody in the window which stunned me for a while and after what seemed hours a hid in side my blankets and I said please go away again and again in whispers hoping  it will go and before a knew it i fell asleep. Wake ing up I wanted to tell my mom my experience that night but before I can my mom said that somebody visited her last night in a from of a shadow but there was two one with a aura of malicious ness and the other saddens and regret which it means that it went to  my mom  and she also said that it might have been one of it was my dad which died last year of cancer the scary part according to my mom she felt it went pass her and the feeling was cold and strange. And father that my brother went down and told us of how in his dream our father visited him telling him that he went to hell and was being punished by being trampled on for all eternity and the othe shadow was one who was a bad inlfuince his punishment was to be cut for all eternity hearing this I was that this was just a dream and my dad really didn't went there so after telling there softies I decide to keep mine a secret we were going on a trip after all and it was scary already as its so after feeling there stories we finished our breakfast and got ready door the day well that what's up with me so have a. Good day.

July 15 stormy weather and relationships Delma!!!

Hello how has it been I hope  your okey well there's a storm going on right now and it's signal number 2 so we had been dismissed early today so instead of going home directly I went to my moms office instead I had two reasons in doing so one is to make sure my mom gets home safe second to save in fare. I was thinking of riding public transport but the traffic was already bad so I decide to walk instead and while walking I texted my partner asked him about the promise he made me and when I  asked him about it he got irritated at me saying that if I was really his boyfriend I wouldn't asked for anything back but I also made a promise to him which I did and keep doing my promise is to support him until he his stable while his promise was to introduce me to his friend and family which had done before with his ex. I was hurt because in our conversation he was pointing at me that I was unfair but its him he made me hope for it and I was really hurt on what he did to me he lied to me and made look like a fool he played with my emotions I don't know what to think of him anymore  relationship is built on trust but if  this little thing he coundn  even do what happens if if I ask him for bigger things so at that time I was thinking of breaking my promise and with him but if I did that then I would be just like him a lier so I decide not make any decision while I was still really hurt. Before I knew iti was already at my destination so me and mom ride in the company's bus while at that bus I decide not to txt him to cool of my head I watched tv which was on the us and when I was already cooled off I decide that I will break up with him after he is already stable and make him pay instead. When we reached our stop we decide to to do a little of the grocery because of the stom and went to buy KFC for dinner which is good so that what happend today. Share and comment thanks and have a nice day.

July 13 Exam aftermath and result

Hello it has been to long has it I have been busy with school. The exam finished last week and the result came in and it was dreadfully painful in the eyes of anybody that could see it out of 6 subjects that I have taken there are 2 sure pass and 2 fail so theirs this 2 which the results are not yet shown and it is killing me. During this time it made me realize that I must take it to another level for me not to fail in the finals because if I fail then it is a sure thing that I will be delayed in my graduation schedule  which I don't want. During this week I have been planing things again and with the results of plans in the past I made extra sure that it will go according my way because I need it to I have failed many of plans in my life but my dream hasn't died yet and until I die I will not give up on like this blog I may not have the right stuff to make it good but I know someday it will be amazing because my life will be better then now so what has been happing is that regular school stuff grades checking,computer games and still finding the one just the regular things that happens  in my life so that what has been what's up until now so have a great day share and comment.