school is coming back!!!!

COMING BACK

So it has been so long since i went back to school it was my sickness fault but now i ma ready and all up beat for school yes i am also kind of scared but also excited i guess that is the feeling going back there i mean it a pretty basic feeling for everybody i think its like going back to a place that you seems to know already about but it feels so new as well i hope that this year will be my last year in school don't get me wrong school has its moments more then so but i want to move forward with life a better a better opportunity to see more in life to grow up more then i am already and this time i wont fail i will make my friends and family proud i have been doing my best i think but i think i can do a little better like trying to have more discipline and be more open and friendly to people seeing that maybe i need a better judgement in life is the best way to put it i hope i can coup with the stress that has been putting up with me relationships and school have there similarity but are hard but same time rewarding i can hopefully balance them all because there is no way i wont do it i am person who needs to baby someone sometimes i feel i am getting  used but i must trust and believe in him because if i dont it might be harder for me to concentrate in school and being to it again i need all the support i need so that that wish me the best and i will do the same to you anyways i will continue the story next time thanks and have a great day

killer confession Part#1

Killer confession

I unlock my front door and push it open “home “I call out my roommate and best friend.

I go to throw my bag in the living room, stopping short when I find him Jeff with wide eyes shoving a knife in a guy’s chest repeatedly with a big smile in his face.

“Shit, Liu” He pushed himself in a sitting position “your home early”

The guy who I never seen in my life lays lifeless in the carpet I look at it for a while to return my sights to Jeff.

Jeff, what the fuck? I ask, dropping my keys on the coffee table. Why weren’t you doing … that in your room or at least outside?

He rubs the back of his neck; going into the kitchen and pouring himself a cup of coffee not mind the drips of blood on his shirt. “I don’t know. I was walking then I saw him and he seems lost so I ask him to come in and when he saw my knife he run then tripped and didn’t try to get back up so there. He looks at me curiously. “What got you in the mood?”

I get a bag and he gets the saw as we drag the person out of the carpet and we begin chopping him up and get ready to dry clean our carpet again for this month which I knew getting it was a bad idea but Jeff insist it brings life to the room.

As we finished I sit down at our table, rubbing my head. It’s awful and I hate myself for it, but seeing Jeff like that made me a little sick. Now I’m not innocent myself but doing it on your own Home is a little unnerving.

I sign softly putting down my cup and holding my head. I don’t get it. I’ve never been like this in my life but Jeff brings somebody in our home makes me uncomfortable.

The next few days, I find myself avoiding Jeff as much as possible it’s just hard to look him in the eyes knowing that he would do that. He gets home late at night after doing his “work” He sits in the coach next to me and doesn’t look at me ether saddens written in his face.

After a while he turns down the volume and asks why??

Surprised I turned to him “What?”

Did I do something to you? “He asked the expression on his face is filled with hurt and sadness. You have been avoiding me this past few days we live  together  Liu Don’t tell me it’s just an accident. You aren’t even looking at me-

I’m looking at you right now” I say with my arms crossed.

He stares at me for a moment before letting out a sign. Whatever he stands and walks towards his room and slams the door letting me know he is upset.

I sign. Holding my face in my hands I fucked up and I don’t even know why I am feeling like this why I am so upset seeing him murder before it didn’t make me feel awful heck we even used to do it together. But now his angry at me and I hurt him he’ll probably avoid me too.

So I got up knock in the door call his name and no answer I  push the door open and steps inside he lay on his side eyes closed.

 I sit down on the bed next to him touching his legs he looks at me and says “yeah?”

“I am sorry” I say forcing myself not to frown he sits up slowly and say” I just don’t get it,” he says “did I say something wrong?

No” I say slowly, lowering my eyes. I dunno. I don’t know what I was thinking, honestly.”

He looks always I lay down near him “we can go hunting tomorrow just like old time we can even ask Jane to come along I say smiling”.

Yup that would be nice he says smiling.

I crossed my arms behind my back and thinks tomorrow will be a good night.

= so it’s already late and I need to do some stuff so tom will be part two