Theme of the year is over all progress

Theme of the year

So 2020 what a year right it hasn’t even had its  second month and things are looking really interesting  I guess you can call it that I mean with all the things happing all at ones you can easily get lost in it all but I don’t want to focus on the negative things we have plenty of that already so I will tell what has been going on with me so as I have figured out that I have already in record time broke my new year resolution which was sleep earlier so that’s out of the window but I came upon a guide to help me on finishing the other ones which I hope it will be progressing in my life right now so what I learned is that the key to making good on new year resolution is that it shouldn’t be specific but instead it should be a theme yup as the title says “the theme is overall progress” as I was researching the goalkeeping  was not specifically the goal itself but the upward progress on oneself this is the reason why we do resolution like I will go to the gym from now on or I will stop smoking but we often fail it so instead of those specific things we just a put a theme on it like this year theme will be good health it won’t be automatic but as long as the progress we have is upward its good  and it must be kept  in a overall vague thing like choosing flavours from a ice cream shop example like that but  maybe going to the gym  isn’t really for you may be running or swimming or biking  is it is not gym but it still keeps the theme of the year right as specific new year resolutions can be constraining but a theme of the year can be an overall so throw away those resolution which I am pretty sure you failed already and put a theme on this year.

midnight thoughts

So lately i have not been able to sleep at night and i don't know why so because of this my mind wonders so much it is filled by random thoughts amazing not all negative so there a positive side on looking at the ceiling of your room till 1 am i guess my mind has a positive side good for me so about that during this time my mind is full of ideas that i might and will do in the time i would wake up because i am to tired to do it that time which can of weird since i am sleepy but can't sleep like this time only i have the energy to type this speaking of typing this i really need to get back to finishing that book i started it not that i amazing i think but it has solid stuff so it has that going for it and also not able to sleep during this time i searched the internet the reasons not all good so i need to adjust my self more after i do this i will try to sleep again i also learned that writing your ideas before going to bed is a nice thing and also cringy becuase i read it it the morning just crossing out what wont work or just fantsy of mine mosty all of them but still form time to time my brain farts out good ideas sometimes end up me making a little cash on the side all legal ofcourse speaking of money i am proud to say i earned big well bigger then the usual so thats good maybe its because i have a string of good choices thats why my btain is so active it want to make more not like the internet say i think there is a lot of uncertainty on me which is bad i am working on that so that is it for now join me again next time okay.

second video from the past

a little vid from my collection enjoy

my first video try its a yaoi video( if your into it enjoy if not please do not click)