DECEMBER TIME AGAIN!!!!!

So it has come again this time of the year where we remember all our relatives and make plans to see them again a time of getting and giving gifts to remember  of the past year of what have you done and what haven’t you done to plan again for the holidays and for the next year I know I might be advance but I don’t like doing it in the last min I want to plan to see if I can able to make my new year resolution to fruition hopefully  I can I am not very active in this kind of way I try to be but I can’t because of my brother he thinks that his life is the standard of life since he doesn’t read this it isn’t anyways this post isn’t about that it’s about the month of December the last month of the year during this month I tend to think of my life of how it came to be and where it will lead to last min shopping is what I avoid at all cost but end up doing it anyways I mean who does that we most people do hahahaha :D but I guess that comes a December tradition already a bad tradition but still a tradition so this month will be my busiest year like a school project we tend to do it all in the last min so that it I will post more hopefully.

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Baguio family trip!!!!

This week I went the summer capital of my country which is Baguio officially  we went there because my mom had work actually it was just supposed to be me and my mom but its kind of nice that my eldest brother wanted to go as well the more the merrier I guess so are stay there was good but not great I say this because we didn’t really go to much site seeing we just went to three places in total and not the most know we went usually to the mall it was much more cheaper there rather in manila so we were free to spend more money the other places were about the churches there are many beautiful churches in there and the place was cold adding to it more attractiveness for me anyways during are stay the we mostly just ate at home because the keepers there cooked for as so less spending in money but less food trip which is one of the things you should do in Baguio the food there is great like hoarse, boar and ice cream for being a cold place they make great ice creams so because of that we just usually stayed at home well being that we were just three days there so we were really constraint in time but next time I know we will go there just to enjoy also in the second night we went to the bar it’s a nice music bar besides it was a game bar which was better nothing like games and music to spend the evening we brought only little stuff I didn’t even spent much on souvenir because we didn’t go to shops like that we did went to the Sheppard’s hill it’s a place where they sell specialty good that are made by church people to help indigenous people there good stuff for a good cause and also the view is amazing and one thing about that place they have so much well like 5 or 6 maybe why so many wells I guess it for them to know and me to find out someday so over all that was my little vacation it was short good and fun a good pace in life considering I only stay at home for now looking forward to our next family trip ;)

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3 DoLlS

One day my mom brought home  a large box according to her it was given by an old lady from across the street I looked inside the large box and inside it was 3 dolls the first doll had blond hair the second one had brown hair and the last one had red hair they all looked pretty but there was something off about them like something wrong but I can’t point it so I took them to my room and put them inside the cabinet and locked it because we were leaving for an early dinner and a cleaning lady was coming as well. Later that night we returned home which was weird it was pitch black and all the lights were off we specifically told the cleaning lady to turn on the porch lights so we thought maybe she just forgot we went in my mom turned on the lights but it wasn’t working so she went to kitchen  to check the fuse maybe the cleaning lady turned it off and I decided to go up stairs using my cell phone as an flash light as I was walking up stairs the floor seems sticky but I ignored it as I went to my room the cabinet was open and look like someone broke it I didn’t want to think the lady broke it for dolls and the glass shards seems to but facing outside like it broke out then I heard a scream down stairs so I ran and I slipped my cell phone shone the ceiling and it was there the cleaning lady pinned to it I stood up and ran but before I can go down the stairs I felt a sharp pain at my back as I fall down the stairs I looked up and in top of it there was the three dolls holding knifes and smiling as  I fall to unconsciousness.

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To the future and past memory

I am here to tell a story about my time in the recollection. Recollection was a time supposed to be a time to forgive and forget and to pray to move forward in life. But that didn’t happen in my case and this is my story the day of my recollection wasn’t important the important fact it wasn’t in my class that was a mistake during the event I talked to some people I felt I made friend or so I thought it was all okay expect the last day it was one of my memories I try to forget but I never will the friends I thought turned their back at me mocked and hurt me during the last day I was all alone I should have realized they were talking behind my back all those things we shared were nothing every time I remember it a lesson in life was made don’t trust anybody so quickly when there is a way out no matter what is it people take that so they can feel conformity even it means destroying someone’s fate , happiness and lead them somewhere they don’t want to go I hated that class with every fiber of my being and to the people I made friends there forgotten I never talked to them hang out or help them some of them apologized after a week or so but the damage is done this are event in life that can make or break a person I know I don’t give too much details I just don’t think I can’t take it and might lash out so I write this just to vent and to remind myself don’t expect too much of people they will back stab you the moment they feel your being ahead of them or an outsider I think that was the most reason I was an outsider and most of them just showed a weak side to confirm there strong sense of self they needed an outlet unfortunately it was me that recollection was event that bring back to Jesus instead I found Lucifer  but that’s okay I guess in some way so I try not to talk much about so anyway just be kind and don’t be mean.  

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SeEiNg YOuR SeLf!!!

Have you ever looked in the mirror and talked to yourself right in the eye and see something off but you don’t get it or feel something right then suddenly feel negative or how about when your asked what do you love you say everything you own but you say that you love yourself last and sometimes not yourself at all this things are a common especially when you’re feeling down so much we ask acceptances of other not of our self why is that? Well maybe that is the times we live in its actually quite hard to love one’s self as a issue today is accepting your self is and they say be true to yourself but when you do that they say that’s the wrong kind of true is there even a wrong kind of truth and because of this we feel so much negative that we begin to hate ourselves to the point hating what we see in the mirror and when bad things happen to us we think we deserve this and accept that this is what are life is supposed to be but that is not true that it is an illusion that we make ourselves a trap we make and be amazed at it for a while and get ourselves into it  and refuse to get out when this happen we tend to blame others in everything for our shortcomings, mistakes and faults that we did in our own there’s a  feeling that inside you saying that it’s not your fault hate others and in turn not making you a better person but we often forget this is just an illusion we make our self’s traps that we do to punish our self for not being what we think we are supposed to be we must realize to forgive yourself for this short comings that we are just humans and take this mistakes as lessons and move to a better tomorrow we must love our self and prepare for the future what lies beyond it sure it’s scary but its also exciting so get up and move forward for a life is about taking chances

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