How long has it been?

So how has it been I just been putting up vids but I guess its time for me to put some words out there and an update to my life it has been fun actually more than I thought it was going to be I have been following my own advice on becoming something better and it is actually more work but the work is really rewarding yes I admit the money is kind of slow but there are more rewards than money and that is the experience I am getting is really fun well horny as well looking for those vids must be really slow and for my other sources it has been good as well since the last time of my planning of creating my own income I have almost got it all back so it means I am starting to gain it back I actually didn't realize it I just have been enjoying the ride of happiness that I have of course not every day is a happy day there are times that i just want to dump it all again but i think what will happen to all the hard work I already put on it so i think of all the beneifits and negatives and carry on so thats the finacial side of things next is love life which i dont have any hahahaha not because i am looking for its just i have been trying to improve myself first all of my past realtionships i have been always at my worst and it ends up in heart break i dont want that to the person i want to be with i want them to have best i can be and hopefully they can be also be the best they can be as i tell you i have been with people who are the worst they can be they leach things out of you not only finacially but also energy wise i mean why do want to be around always negative and controling they act as if they own you and more worse like they belive that i owe them something for choosing me and i should let them step on me yups done with that bull so no love life, for now, more on self so next is what has happend nothing much i finish another course of languange will be learning to drive and swim nxt yes in my age i dont have both of those skills but you know what they say about life its a learning exprience.

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