How long has it been?

So how has it been I just been putting up vids but I guess its time for me to put some words out there and an update to my life it has been fun actually more than I thought it was going to be I have been following my own advice on becoming something better and it is actually more work but the work is really rewarding yes I admit the money is kind of slow but there are more rewards than money and that is the experience I am getting is really fun well horny as well looking for those vids must be really slow and for my other sources it has been good as well since the last time of my planning of creating my own income I have almost got it all back so it means I am starting to gain it back I actually didn't realize it I just have been enjoying the ride of happiness that I have of course not every day is a happy day there are times that i just want to dump it all again but i think what will happen to all the hard work I already put on it so i think of all the beneifits and negatives and carry on so thats the finacial side of things next is love life which i dont have any hahahaha not because i am looking for its just i have been trying to improve myself first all of my past realtionships i have been always at my worst and it ends up in heart break i dont want that to the person i want to be with i want them to have best i can be and hopefully they can be also be the best they can be as i tell you i have been with people who are the worst they can be they leach things out of you not only finacially but also energy wise i mean why do want to be around always negative and controling they act as if they own you and more worse like they belive that i owe them something for choosing me and i should let them step on me yups done with that bull so no love life, for now, more on self so next is what has happend nothing much i finish another course of languange will be learning to drive and swim nxt yes in my age i dont have both of those skills but you know what they say about life its a learning exprience.

Thanks for reading have a great day

july 26

July 26 2019

So the title is just the date as i want to remember this day i thought my resting day would be longer but now its done as you know i always wanted to start my business again but i am not that good but i have learned much from it and  i am happy because of that i have learned to save more and optimized the spending i like this as i will finally get the chance to use all the lesson i have learned in online courses if they are really that great but hen again there is no greater teacher then experience i am correct i have learned to be able to admit new things in life you must do two things one admit you do not know that as sometimes pride gets the best of us on moving forward as the saying goes the bowl is only useful when its empty we must be like a bowl on learning on things forget what you know about it so we it be learning anew lesson all over again and the second one is be open to anything again with pride as sometime again when are ideas that has long been solid has been challenged we tend to fight against it i am guilty of both things as humans tend to not like admit when there wrong so must be open and must be willing i have learned this both in not the easiest way but with new knowledge time to move as for my business i have done in open way as business is always ever changing but not forget the major goal to earn income and to give what the customers want and to upgrade the business and with that i am in happy with this and very excited with this i have two new option one is food and other is not food both for me are amazing ideas they have both down sides but everything has so no biggy and with this my future and life move forward again.
thank you for reading my rants.

a help full voice

 I am about a share a story that just happened  a while ago
I was minding my own business at home when suddenly I heard a voice it was more like a whisper first I just ignored it suddenly I heard a bang so I immediately went down  to see what happened but everything seems normal the dogs were also downstairs so it means it was not something I consider a threat but I still didn't feel right that something was amiss after double checking everything I went and when I was walking towards the stairs I saw a shadow I felt a cold chill on my back when I saw it so I got one of the dogs to keep me company there was nothing but I was sure that I saw it I thought maybe my mind was just playing tricks went to my room and closed the door while one of our dogs just sat beside me then suddenly he started barking I got up and went down the dog followed and when I reach the kitchen it was wide open which was weird because the key was inside so someone opened it from the inside and maybe the dogs weren't barking because it was always with them even if it  wasnt a bad spirit becuase if it wasnt a spirit and was a person i chould have seen it so the olny thing I could think is it was a spirit for now on I will double check on things can be seen or not seen

thank you and have a great day

A Afternoon Nap

 A afternoon Nap

How has it been I was busy with life and all so here I will tell you a story that a recent event the update will be next time what has kept me busy.

So this happened only actually a while ago and I wanted to share it, I had a busy morning so in the afternoon I decided to take a nap while I was woken a up by a sound unfamiliar to me so I got up called my family but no one answered I noticed my surrounding where a bit gray I link it to the rain since it was pouring outside  but the house was different like it was lacking in life I got down notice the pets where missing I felt something was very wrong now so I decided to go to the bathroom and when I looked at the mirror I saw my face was just an empty space all black I wanted to scream but the shocked was greater so I went out of the bathroom and went to the living room there standing was person at his back at me and I realized the sound was coming from him I was thinking at that time why I haven’t notice him I approached him and was about to reach for the persons shoulder he suddenly grab my hand and faced me his face was pale he had empty sockets and he screamed at me get out and I jolted I was still in bed sweating I felt relived everything was just a dream I got up looked at the mirror and my face still there everything that happened felt so real I called out and my mom answered me and asked everything was ok I answered yes, let’s just say I won’t take afternoon naps for a while.

So yup that’s my story hope you find it fun because I don’t have a great day.

Long road ahead

Long road ahead

So it has been done after long years of hardship tears and blood yup blood when I hear those thing that it caused blood and tears to finish stuff I always think the blood thing was just over dramatization but paper cuts and nose bleed from trying to hard are actually a thing so before questioning sayings  live it first because before you know it you are already an embodiment of it, anyways back to the main topic looking ahead as everything has a beginning has an end unfortunately but it has both positive and negative effects as a another saying goes “ don’t be sad that it ended be happy that it happened”  thinking of hardships that happened in life you think wow that happened to me and I survived gives as feeling of happiness and being proud as each of these  challenges in life we overcome . We should wear them like medals proof of our accomplishment and we take this as a stepping stone on whatever our plans may be, as we feel  it’s an ending we realize it was just the beginning as we look forward to life and all its offer we may see different routes in life we might take but whatever we take we must put our heart to it as this single step might be the most important step we take in our life, so gather your courage and keep your wits with you keep your lessons in life at your heart for we take a another step in these long journey  ahead that we call life. Thanks for reading and have a great day J

VENTING !!!!!!

VENTING

So i have been long absent in this blog as my last blog says i have school and life has been like a roller coaster some ups and some down and i have been trying to live it day by day like everyone else but like everyone we have a different set of problems in form of us mine is my so much pressure just to pass all my subjects i need to pass and with stress catching up with me i think i will reach a mental break down hopefully not sometimes i feel i cant really do it but i need to get up because i know that i am not the only one counting on me there are my friends and family and other people that i can help more if i can pass this challenges in my life i need the strength but sometimes i do not have it and i feel just crying and while crying is good for health i cant do it every time i need to build more resilient to pain mentally and emotionally but like i said in the beginning life is a roller coaster its wild scary but like how much it goes down it will rise again so i raise my head up high thinking of my friends,family and most importantly myself to a better life and on wards towards a better future thanks for reading and have great day ;)

school is coming back!!!!

COMING BACK

So it has been so long since i went back to school it was my sickness fault but now i ma ready and all up beat for school yes i am also kind of scared but also excited i guess that is the feeling going back there i mean it a pretty basic feeling for everybody i think its like going back to a place that you seems to know already about but it feels so new as well i hope that this year will be my last year in school don't get me wrong school has its moments more then so but i want to move forward with life a better a better opportunity to see more in life to grow up more then i am already and this time i wont fail i will make my friends and family proud i have been doing my best i think but i think i can do a little better like trying to have more discipline and be more open and friendly to people seeing that maybe i need a better judgement in life is the best way to put it i hope i can coup with the stress that has been putting up with me relationships and school have there similarity but are hard but same time rewarding i can hopefully balance them all because there is no way i wont do it i am person who needs to baby someone sometimes i feel i am getting  used but i must trust and believe in him because if i dont it might be harder for me to concentrate in school and being to it again i need all the support i need so that that wish me the best and i will do the same to you anyways i will continue the story next time thanks and have a great day

FROZEN TURNS YOU GAY !!!!! :P (time magazine website)

 

 

Pastor Claims Frozen Will Turn Your Children Gay

A conservative pastor has criticized Disney blockbuster Frozen for pushing an agenda to indoctrinate homosexuality and bestiality in children.
Pastor and Colorado-based Generations Radio host Kevin Swanson and co-host Steve Vaughn posited some theories about the wildly popular film’s “progressive” agenda on their radio show, even though neither has actually seen the film.
The two claim that the movie’s Oscar-winning song “Let It Go” is a coming out song, marking the moment when Elsa realizes she was “born that way” and accepts who she is. They point out that the fiercely independent Elsa never considers a male suitor and assume she is therefore probably gay. They also say that Jonathan Groff’s character has an “unnatural relationship” with his animal buddy, Sven. All these plot points, they say, open children up to homosexuality and bestiality at a young age. Swanson said in a March 4 segment unearthed by left-leaning media monitor Right Wing Watch:

Man, how many children are taken into these things and how many Christians are taking their kids off to see the movie Frozen, produced by an organization that is probably one of the most pro-homosexual organizations in the country? You wonder sometimes, I’m not a tinfoil hat conspiratorialist, but you wonder sometimes if maybe there’s something very evil happening here. If I was the Devil, what would I do to really foul up an entire social system and do something really, really, really evil to 5- and 6- and 7-year-olds in Christian families around America?…If I was the Devil, I would buy Disney in 1984, that’s what I would have done.”

Vaughn responded:

Then you would start making all these nice little movies that throw little things in there that make sin look enticing, in fact some of the worst of sins, make it look enticing or at least to start to indoctrinate slowly, turn the heat up on the frog in the pan.”

Swanson isn’t the first conservative to take issue with Frozen. Kathryn Skaggs, who writes a blog called “A Well-Behaved Mormon Woman,” also accused the movie of promoting homosexuality:

I could blatantly see that the homosexual agenda, to normalize the practice, was not simply an underlying message in the movie Frozen, but is the actual story. The process of normalizing homosexual behavior in society is going to require more than the liberal media saying it is so — which they do all the time — or activist judges legalizing same-sex marriage in one state after another. It’s going to require the indoctrination of our children, in order to lead the their generation to the next, necessary, level of mainstream social acceptance…I’m not okay that too many parents, who would not normally support the normalization of homosexual behavior, seem to be completely blind to its advocacy throughout a children’s movie, and are in fact gushing over Frozen.

Frozen, which recently crossed the $1 billion mark at the worldwide box office, won two Oscars, for Best Animated Feature and Best Original Song for “Let It Go.”

My comment to this is HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA jokers ^_^ no seriously  a disney movie frozen makes people gay and how about the princess and the frog makes you voodoo doctors and rapanzel makes you dis obey you mamas hahahaha people will just do anything i also saw a article that masturbation also makes you gay so what now every thing makes you gay

source
http://time.com/21516/pastor-claims-frozen-will-turn-your-children-gay/