How long has it been?

So how has it been I just been putting up vids but I guess its time for me to put some words out there and an update to my life it has been fun actually more than I thought it was going to be I have been following my own advice on becoming something better and it is actually more work but the work is really rewarding yes I admit the money is kind of slow but there are more rewards than money and that is the experience I am getting is really fun well horny as well looking for those vids must be really slow and for my other sources it has been good as well since the last time of my planning of creating my own income I have almost got it all back so it means I am starting to gain it back I actually didn't realize it I just have been enjoying the ride of happiness that I have of course not every day is a happy day there are times that i just want to dump it all again but i think what will happen to all the hard work I already put on it so i think of all the beneifits and negatives and carry on so thats the finacial side of things next is love life which i dont have any hahahaha not because i am looking for its just i have been trying to improve myself first all of my past realtionships i have been always at my worst and it ends up in heart break i dont want that to the person i want to be with i want them to have best i can be and hopefully they can be also be the best they can be as i tell you i have been with people who are the worst they can be they leach things out of you not only finacially but also energy wise i mean why do want to be around always negative and controling they act as if they own you and more worse like they belive that i owe them something for choosing me and i should let them step on me yups done with that bull so no love life, for now, more on self so next is what has happend nothing much i finish another course of languange will be learning to drive and swim nxt yes in my age i dont have both of those skills but you know what they say about life its a learning exprience.

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the magic rituals results so far

so the result on the three which kind of weird I have read that fate really matter in these things but I think my actions have to do in it as well.
first, of the love spell, I will completely say that it doesn't work my love life is still nothing maybe it will take time but so far no advancement so next one is the luck well I got to say I got lucky not that much but improvements can be seen but then again maybe having this luck spell just motivates me more to do stuff I haven't tried before so I should call not a luck increasing ritual but a confidence-boosting thing as the saying goes what will you do when you know you wouldn't fail so yup I guess it is a workable thing and the last one is the money ritual to these I think its a psychological thing as you always want to have money in your wallet seeing only a few pesos it makes you want to add more and set a boundary for it like for me i make sure that my wallet always have a 100 pesos inside of it not for spending unless for super emergencies its just because thinking that you must have that and turns into a habit I have been doing it for almost a week and i always save more as I always empty my wallet end of the day and buget it again in the beginning of it so all the extra will just be more saving if this is real magic then so be it so in all I think ritual and spells are things that are really moved by beliefed but beliving in yourself and make your action more then it used to be I think thats the real magic so because of this I want to try more spells and maybe do some card reading it might but not real magic but it is still an amazing thing to try.

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Testing magic spells my experience does it work or not

Rituals and magic spells
I have read much about them so I decided to see if they really work according to common knowledge for a so-called spell or ritual to work there are two things that are important first they must have full knowledge of the spell conditions and the other one is belief in it as I think that were its power really come from the belief of the ritual spell user so for starters I am not a practitioner of any kind of spells so this really new to me so I am not a believer of it so I only used the common spells that have easy rituals the basic one about love, money, and luck as these are the most used and commonly used i downloaded an app for my phone in this use and researched the net for some of it as well what I found that there are many differences on actions to do the ritual so used the easiest one I could do in a short amount of time for the love I used a red candle  burning some herbs  in the full moon prayed to the element or spirits but according to guide it will most usefull when praying to your patreon god or goddes since I dont have those and the ash of the herbs be kept on a blessed sack I got to say the herb smelled nice so i kept it in my bag as the guide said nxt one is the money spell amazingly this just involves a silver coin prayed and be always kept on my wallet and never be spend accourding to the guide it will make money more attarcted to me and the last but not the least is the luck i this involes a crystal glass coins some cinemon and some kind of powder  and of course herbs its actualy just tinking of luck to come while I mix it and appartnly I have to do this monthly.

I can't really say the results but in a week i might as all of these spells says that you will have results in a week luckily its already Friday so i will know the effects exactly nxt Friday.

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when life gets you down

When life gets you down

this won't be a fun post this just me ranting as my life right now is stuck and I write this to let go of  stress and move on I saw some articles on the internet that this a good way to let off some steam so as I was saying my life is kind of a downer my plans are falling apart but i will keep moving forward and realize my dreams maybe i should start or join a group little steps indeed there are ways already that i will move this school again I wanted to avoid it but if its a way than just standing its better that way and there's business i curse the workforce that doesn't want me but i guess i won't blame them they want the best and i must admit there is more room for improvement and while i am typing away i am thinking of ways there is always a third way and that making my own job but with making this one a lot of study for this one and this most i am leading inot but i must always be open for things as human being we must always adopt and i think thats my best i may be sad now but i will remind my slf there is tom and with each tep it will be better i just need to focus and have the determination to pass this endevour that my mind is into i won't give up, giving up meanins losing  and i hate losing a fight without me giving it all the internet is right typing your thoughts is teraphutic so thats whats with me hope someone reading this will understand this as its actually all over the place but the lesson is when lifes a let down just stand

things to be thankful for

 Things to be thankful for i have chosen this topic as lately the world is somewhat in a bad place this extremely shown to in my public rides that people keep on complaining I know its good to let the negative out but  people  there are so much to be thankful for so here is a list that people forgot to be thankful.-


1. opportunity
for me, I think this is one of the people should be thankful for most people don't have what you have and you have that opportunity to do something great to it as all I hear is how hard this work the people are difficult and customers are so demanding but they don't thank the job itself if they don't like it then they should leave it many people are lining up to et what you have

2. the world itself
in other world nature, people are so busy that they don't stop and smell the flowers around them they forget all positive of just looking around in the park it will calm the mind and might get your thoughts to different things just relax and thank the gods for the world itself.

3.friend and family
this one is self-explanatory we get distracted with our everyday lives we forget to thank them for being part of our life, time and time again I see and hear people that they wish they said certain things to people that they care for at the end of those peoples lives so take time and tell these people what you meant to them before it is too late.

4. ourselves
Yes when was the last time we thanked our selves we are always thinking of other things in our life we forgot about our selves ask a person what are the things they love or what's important to them rarely we forgot to say ourselves there's nothing with a little self-love but some people have none of that we often forget our lives are built upon  challenges that were set before we must not forget to look back and see how far we got all the things we managed to do there is nothing wrong with a little love and thankfulness dot forget we are what we had to pass so love oneself as who can we really say that we love him/her


yup these are the thing that I am thankful for hope this helped thank you and have a great day.

credit cards

i am going to chat about credit cards there are many things to say about it but first, what is a credit card according to Investopedia A credit card is a card issued by a financial company which enables the cardholder to borrow funds. The funds may be used as payment for goods and services. Issuance of credit cards has the condition that the cardholder will pay back the original, borrowed amount plus any additional agreed-upon charges and to balance.com  A credit card is a card that allows you to borrow money against a line of credit, otherwise known as the card’s credit limit. You use the card to make basic transactions, which are then reflected on your bill.

the basic knowledge of the common people and to my understanding of its interpretation and  according to the two sites that it is a tool that can make you buy things for now and pay it later it is seen in different show that a simple swipe all those payments goes away but what they don't show you is the paying part of it most people forgetting that credit cards are one way that banks make sums of money thru interest sure there are some promos the 0% interest rate but there are hidden fees under those that still make the bank earn so money and now a tool that has been used in comfort is now somehow a trap it is most likely the holders fault by forgetting the basic principles of a credit cards.

You might be thinking now that credit cards are bad but no I am not saying that like money , credit cards are just  tools to be used it all depends on the holder of it so people that own it must study it before using it to my experience and recommendation it should only be used for emergencies and to be sure that you have a money set aside for the expected bill to come and spend on what you can afford.

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SUMMER HABIT!! April 26

Good day to you or night so since i was a kid i had this habit where i would save a lot of money during summer time and spend it in one big haul a before the school year so when the school begins i will have everything new its actually a good habit but  now during this age of ours  when i get money i have a almost an impulse like a forcing thing to spend it all at once so my old habit is dying and i want to save it so every time i get my allowance i half it at once and put it in a safe place so i wont spend it. Like the days of before i save money to buy new stuff for the next school year but this time its not for the school year this time i am saving for my future the money that goes to my little container are foundations on my dreams and ambitions for my self and whoever will spend it with me so my last plan the paper project didn't go so well but i wont give up that easily i have new plan which is top secret but i still hope that it will be effective so that whats with me have a nice day and leave a comment.

WEIRD LOVE!!!!

Good day to all so my love life is weird no seriously it's weird I have been dating this guy for 3 year plus it's kind of a on and off thing that why we reach 3 years so anyways it's weird because no matter what happens we still ends up forgiving each other mostly in his side because I am a curl son of a gun and I think he deserves more than me but I am kind of happy that's his proud of me it just sometimes it annoys me that he is so open. Our love might not be one of the greatest but it is still a love story and i hope it will have a happy ending he doesn't even have twitter I think or Instagram which a good thing I guess I wonder what will happen next in this weird relationship of ours in the beginning it's already weird hahahaha so anyways no matter how weird it is his my man and I am his so that that so I hope you have nice day and leave a comment and suggestion thanks.

BIG SPENDER!!!

Good day so this happened to me a day ago i had an assignment due that afternoon and i just remembered it that day only so i went to the nearest com shop. When i got there i saw that one hour was about  52 pesos so i was having doubts about renting a PC but i need the assignment to be done so i just decide that i will do open time which was 1 pesos per min which can save me a lot. I finished my assignment and printed it out without looking at the time usage and it hit me i spent 180 PESOS!!! just on the computer rental i was shocked because it was just so fast and the printing was 5 pesos a page i was thinking what is your paper made off i mean it should be only at least 2 pesos only and it was 4 pages so it was already 20 pesos i actually spent 200 pesos on a 4 page assignment. Needless to say i didn't go there anymore unless i will only use it for one hour. So save money think smart and save smart don't be like me leave a comment and suggestion and have a good day.