3 DoLlS

One day my mom brought home  a large box according to her it was given by an old lady from across the street I looked inside the large box and inside it was 3 dolls the first doll had blond hair the second one had brown hair and the last one had red hair they all looked pretty but there was something off about them like something wrong but I can’t point it so I took them to my room and put them inside the cabinet and locked it because we were leaving for an early dinner and a cleaning lady was coming as well. Later that night we returned home which was weird it was pitch black and all the lights were off we specifically told the cleaning lady to turn on the porch lights so we thought maybe she just forgot we went in my mom turned on the lights but it wasn’t working so she went to kitchen  to check the fuse maybe the cleaning lady turned it off and I decided to go up stairs using my cell phone as an flash light as I was walking up stairs the floor seems sticky but I ignored it as I went to my room the cabinet was open and look like someone broke it I didn’t want to think the lady broke it for dolls and the glass shards seems to but facing outside like it broke out then I heard a scream down stairs so I ran and I slipped my cell phone shone the ceiling and it was there the cleaning lady pinned to it I stood up and ran but before I can go down the stairs I felt a sharp pain at my back as I fall down the stairs I looked up and in top of it there was the three dolls holding knifes and smiling as  I fall to unconsciousness.

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To the future and past memory

I am here to tell a story about my time in the recollection. Recollection was a time supposed to be a time to forgive and forget and to pray to move forward in life. But that didn’t happen in my case and this is my story the day of my recollection wasn’t important the important fact it wasn’t in my class that was a mistake during the event I talked to some people I felt I made friend or so I thought it was all okay expect the last day it was one of my memories I try to forget but I never will the friends I thought turned their back at me mocked and hurt me during the last day I was all alone I should have realized they were talking behind my back all those things we shared were nothing every time I remember it a lesson in life was made don’t trust anybody so quickly when there is a way out no matter what is it people take that so they can feel conformity even it means destroying someone’s fate , happiness and lead them somewhere they don’t want to go I hated that class with every fiber of my being and to the people I made friends there forgotten I never talked to them hang out or help them some of them apologized after a week or so but the damage is done this are event in life that can make or break a person I know I don’t give too much details I just don’t think I can’t take it and might lash out so I write this just to vent and to remind myself don’t expect too much of people they will back stab you the moment they feel your being ahead of them or an outsider I think that was the most reason I was an outsider and most of them just showed a weak side to confirm there strong sense of self they needed an outlet unfortunately it was me that recollection was event that bring back to Jesus instead I found Lucifer  but that’s okay I guess in some way so I try not to talk much about so anyway just be kind and don’t be mean.  

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SeEiNg YOuR SeLf!!!

Have you ever looked in the mirror and talked to yourself right in the eye and see something off but you don’t get it or feel something right then suddenly feel negative or how about when your asked what do you love you say everything you own but you say that you love yourself last and sometimes not yourself at all this things are a common especially when you’re feeling down so much we ask acceptances of other not of our self why is that? Well maybe that is the times we live in its actually quite hard to love one’s self as a issue today is accepting your self is and they say be true to yourself but when you do that they say that’s the wrong kind of true is there even a wrong kind of truth and because of this we feel so much negative that we begin to hate ourselves to the point hating what we see in the mirror and when bad things happen to us we think we deserve this and accept that this is what are life is supposed to be but that is not true that it is an illusion that we make ourselves a trap we make and be amazed at it for a while and get ourselves into it  and refuse to get out when this happen we tend to blame others in everything for our shortcomings, mistakes and faults that we did in our own there’s a  feeling that inside you saying that it’s not your fault hate others and in turn not making you a better person but we often forget this is just an illusion we make our self’s traps that we do to punish our self for not being what we think we are supposed to be we must realize to forgive yourself for this short comings that we are just humans and take this mistakes as lessons and move to a better tomorrow we must love our self and prepare for the future what lies beyond it sure it’s scary but its also exciting so get up and move forward for a life is about taking chances

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I aM BaCk!!!!!

 Hello guess whose back yup it’s me I am back many stuff happened since the last few months I have been gone it’s been actually kind of a vacation that I didn’t ask for because of sickness and being single again I think I already said that before maybe? Anyways that’s life you can’t control events after all especially if you didn’t plan for it and who plans to get sick anyways. So this sickness which caused me not go to school not graduate and forced me to take a break is a semi bad thing bad because of the school stuff and good because I am still discovering it hopefully it will show up anytime soon I still have phobias of injections because of all the poking done in the hospital but who doesn’t everybody says there not is lying so me so enough about that painful experience that I will never forget in my life even if I tried event in my life. So I have just been in home lately going out for a while to stop me from going crazy I have learned many things since I been in forced break a little about myself like a slight depression but having help for that already I also learned how to bake and cook a little which is great for me it adds to more I know  in life I just to need more about it like things that will help me find work like pronto but I guess that a good thing right learning I am also been doing body stuff I need more gears but I will get to that later I just need to learn to swim and that will be a great step for me and I will be able to come back to school by next year hopefully so that’s what up with me lately it’s kind of boring but that’s life I guess and that about the end of it till next.

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TaP, TaP, TaP

I was awaken by loud tapping noise from the window I groaned and looked at clock beside my bed and the time was 2:45 AM I rubbed my eyes and got up to check what was that noise I noticed that the room was so much darker than before.  As I walked towards the window the tapping got louder and when I was just in front of it the tapping stopped so I opened the window and nothing was there when I turned around there was guy standing holding a knife and without saying anything he plunge it into me and i fell down and  lost consciousness

Then I woke up sweating and heart beating so fast. I looked again at the clock at my bed side and the time was 2:45 AM I stood up confused was the clock broken? Was that just a dream? then I heard a tapping sound again coming from the window so I got out of bed but first looking around my room making sure no one was there and like the first time the sound stop when I was in front of it I look behind me just to make sure then I open the window I felt I sudden pang in my chest the guy had stab me again while hanging in the window for a while I saw his eyes and in it regret? I stumble towards the window and I fall outside but before I reach the ground

I woke up safe in my bed I looked around and the room seems to be getting darker and I looked at the clock again it was still 2:45 AM knowing what will happen next I run towards the door it was locked I tried to open it as the tapping sounds continued then it stopped the window open and the guy comes out holding the knife walked towards me. So I asked why? No answer. I asked again is somebody for forcing you? No answer. I asked is their way to stop it he answered “yes” I was little bit startled by his answer and when he was near me he hands me the knife looking at him his eyes full of sadness so I took the knife not knowing what else to do I stabbed him in the chest and I heard a whisper “thank you” and everything went black.

I woke up a in my bed hearing a tapping sound coming from the window fearing it might happen again I check the time and it was 3:25 AM a wave of relief went over my body the room seems to be brighter now as the moon shines at my window I walked slowly towards it as I open it the branch was only hitting it I smiled to myself that it was just all but a dream but it felt so real and maybe it was real I brushed the idea aside as I needed to wake up later so I went back to bed praying  for undisturbed sleep but in the back of my mind I was thinking maybe there was more to it then I know.

End 

GrEy DoLl

I visited my grandparents this weekend they lived in a nice house and a good community. One day my grandparents decided to go shopping in the market area while going home we pasted a odd antique shop my grandma saw me staring at it so we decide to go inside the shop was lot bigger inside it was filled with trinkets and contraptions from the past but the one that caught my attention was a medium sized doll it was inside a glass case it had a stoic expression wearing an grey dress with marks that it looked like it has seen better days i felt uncomfortable around it like feeling of dread and something you just can’t trust. The shop owner approached me and said this doll can bring you good fortune and  luck as long as it is kept in the case I asked why ? The shop owner he said the luck will turn bad if it’s open. While we were talking my grandparents heard about the good luck part only and asked more about the doll while they were talking i felt badly about it but before I can say anything my grandparents have agreed to buy the doll because apparently it looked good in the welcoming area and matched the color scheme of the house.  We placed the doll in the drawer under the stairs besides the phone next to the entrance of the family room and every time a pass it I felt uncomfortable like it was looking at me. Soon my time for visit end and returned back home glad that I didn’t need to see that creepy doll for a while so during the week I heard my grandparents has been getting a lot of luck they won the bingo jackpot in their local bingo area got free grocery and other more so I thought to myself I guess the shop owner wasn’t lying so the next weekend my parents asked me again to visit my grandparents if in case they needed help with anything  so with  that I went back to my grandparents as I entered the house I saw the doll seemed a lot dirtier then before and seemed more marks has appeared but I was still uncomfortable around it so I went in the family room to greet my grandparents to let them know I was already here. One day while my grandparents were out in their local seniors meeting  I went for a walk but before I left I reminded the cleaning lady never open the door case and with that I left . An hour has passed so I felt I had enough of walking I returned home when I entered the house I saw the cleaning lady dead with his gaping hole in her chest and see the glass case open and little blood foot prints going into the family room so I decide to do the smart thing locked the door and gate and waited outside  and call the cops so  while I was outside there was a sudden banging in the door like it was trying to go outside the banging was so loud that some of the neighbor left their house to check  soon the banging was joined with crashing of stuff and loud unknown screams of anger or something I stopped anyone that wanted to go inside and just told them to wait for the cops soon after my grandparents returned worried about the news that there was noises coming from inside there house and asked me about it I couldn’t answer any of it and just said wait soon enough the cops arrived  we went inside to see everything crashed and the dead cleaning lady almost unrecognizable  as it was torn to pieces but the scariest thing of all was the doll backed in its case all clean and fixed up like it was just brand new but with blood mark heading to it case. So after that my grandparents moved nearby us selling the house never talking about the event ever again.  And the doll? It was left there for anyone wants to take it but we left out a note in case someone does “this will bring luck and fortune but never open the case or you will regret it”.

WeIrD LiFe: april 1

Life has been weird to me lately events that have been good and bad happend some good event turned out to be nigthmares and some bad events that are actually blessings weird rigth?? But some events are in between not that bad but not that good also some are worst but you learn to live trhu it and discovery many choices that you can pick from not  knowing what will be the result of another course of action in a life time but that what makes life good its mysterys its unkonws that can drive you forward to your life and not be stuck in a loop forever its this kind of moments that make you think makes you wonder and as you make your choice this choice that fills with so many questions that gives you the filling of excitement and fear at the same time but you still go for it doesnt just make it even weirder that are life that how much you plan for it things will go not always your way it will just frustrate you endlessy but in the same time a glimer of interest sparks in you as a challenge approaches in your way and you grab it and give it your all that ones your frustration can turn into an inspiration. And that  some  people says that life is  some big joke the cosmo and fate . nope life is a present a great present filled with weirdness its unique ness as each person expriences differnt things in the same day and that is life a never ending mystery as one question is answerd a million more will be question and thats okey as the only moment that you stop askimg is when your already dead . so enjoy life and its wierdness for a weird life is a good life. thanks for reading and hope you have a good day :)