the year so far

So it is 2019 wow what a year has it been I find myself thinking what is my life heading to I have a purpose but I don’t know how to get  there I have plans in place but it seems I have made no advancement or just little it will take more determination to get where I want to be step by step I guess it is the safe way but as the saying goes if you don’t struggle then there is no result and lately I have been relaxed I want  more of life but more of life means need more budget so I am focusing more in that department I have a three goals financial ,life style and  life yes lifestyle and life are both separate for me but I won’t go into more details on those things I will now day my plans on this blog it has lost its purpose it should have been just a story telling blog but it went to scary stories to just plain on ranting so this year I will focus it on more of the writing of topics I want since its named on view so it will likely say on opinions  and what I see so there I will have a separate things for scary and fantasy stuff so there those are my plans so have a great day and always have fun.

ranting time

They say failures are the best lesson in life it teaches you to make yourself better knowing your mistakes are keys to improve oneself. I am saying this as I have so far been presented with one of my biggest failure yet being fired in my first job , don’t get me wrong I felt it already that job wasn’t for me I had a feeling I won’t make it long there but I never expected it to be so soon. The memories I had there was good it made me know more about myself a pain full  lesson I won’t forget soon as the days will pass this pain will fade away but the memory will still be there. The question is now what to do next given the free time I will have I have three options first will I look for another work second will I go back to school and the third and last is will I just rest for while each has its positivity and negativities I will ponder each in the coming days until then I must keep going forward I may have tumbled today but I will still stand strong it is the only way it’s okay to be sad I will be sad for now but tomorrow I will be happy as a new door has appeared  before me the only question which door should I open anyways thanks for reading my rant have a great day  

comments about traffics

Traffics it is a common thing for public  transportation user it should be an a act of getting used to but after all this time I still don’t like it the feeling on being stuck for a longer period of time than it should be it is just a terrible feeling that regretfully a lot of people has to get used to from time to time many leaders has spoken on how to fix it but still none have succeed some has minimize it but almost nothing change new roads are built ways  and strategic linings  and so forth but with these new cars are being brought everyday so it just adds more to the traffic  I don’t say owing a car is bad it has its extremely high benefits but no matter how expensive your car is when you’re stuck in traffic it is still the same a little comforts can be done like music and internet but the feeling you can do so much more than just being there I just hate researches has been done that we spend a long time of our life being stuck it’s a sacrifice many people take to get to work they wake up early just to avoid it I myself have been doing this waking up before the sun even rises such a world I am in but you got a make a living right it’s not just me complaining about this travel time that is just supposed to be I think the best way is to ether make the city more decentralize so people will not just be compound to one area or just build more trains and make public transportation more desirable then privates well that’s my idea as the saying goes if you’re not busy living you are busy dying.

Thank you and have a great day 

goodbye my pupper

goodbye my pupper

A sad day has come as a valued member of my family has died or pet dog has died because of blood poising due to the infection caused by lice we did all we can do to save him but are efforts were not enough we sent him to the vet as his meds weren’t working anymore the doctor told as there was a chance that he might recover but it was a small chance still any chance would be better than no chance at all but I guess luck was not on our side  as he died this morning around 7am to start with I was not feeling well myself so it was a double downer. As these moment happen I feel regret and sadness we felt we could have done more to save him but that’s all that is now just regrets he lived a short life I remember his final days as he still tried to walk towards me to welcome me home he still wagged his tale excitedly as he struggled to walk I went to him instead pat him and give him dog snacks after eating he would just curl back to his space and rest it sadden me to see him that way at these time I still remember when he was brought home he was barely 2 years old still a curious little puppy peeing everywhere and trying to go other sofas and un reachable places but will cry when stuck and when I walked him and he would try to run around and fight with stray cats and when they would fight back he would hide behind my legs and in my down days I would talk to him about my frustrations and he would just stare at me I don’t know if he understood but being him there brought me comfort the only thing positive I see that happened in this event that at least he wasn’t in pain anymore my wish for him that I brought him comfort the way he brought as comfort by being there. Goodbye a little pupper , good bye my little guardian we will miss you all dearly

Thank you for reading and hope you have a better day then me

CREEPY PASTA COLLECTION!!! PART 1= the puppeteer

THE PUPPETEER

first i wont state the obviousness  about him like the top 10 facts you can find on the net i will simply say why he is the number one for me the main reason is that unlike the other creepy pastas that instantly kills there victims the puppeteer does something more sinister than that he kills hope of a person providing that hope can be a double edge sword  he kills the positive of hope making the victims kill them selves making them miserable as he feeds on it making the person like a battery but it will not last as the victim is so down it will end up killing them selves i think for me is a sick death thinking that all the negative things just before you die and he all does this with a smile on his face.

hope you enjoy :) thank you and have a great day 

then and now

then and now

So update from me since I graduated since june and I have realized that I haven’t done much and that is kind of sad I think anyways but I never realized I would miss the busy schedule mostly I have been just applying and getting callbacks only to end in semi failure I am saying semi because in each interview I learn how to do it better and maybe with enough of it I will get I job I think hopefully also not all of us have job but I still want it going to drive so that what has been happening so far but I believe things will only get better

Thank you and have a great day

A Afternoon Nap

 A afternoon Nap

How has it been I was busy with life and all so here I will tell you a story that a recent event the update will be next time what has kept me busy.

So this happened only actually a while ago and I wanted to share it, I had a busy morning so in the afternoon I decided to take a nap while I was woken a up by a sound unfamiliar to me so I got up called my family but no one answered I noticed my surrounding where a bit gray I link it to the rain since it was pouring outside  but the house was different like it was lacking in life I got down notice the pets where missing I felt something was very wrong now so I decided to go to the bathroom and when I looked at the mirror I saw my face was just an empty space all black I wanted to scream but the shocked was greater so I went out of the bathroom and went to the living room there standing was person at his back at me and I realized the sound was coming from him I was thinking at that time why I haven’t notice him I approached him and was about to reach for the persons shoulder he suddenly grab my hand and faced me his face was pale he had empty sockets and he screamed at me get out and I jolted I was still in bed sweating I felt relived everything was just a dream I got up looked at the mirror and my face still there everything that happened felt so real I called out and my mom answered me and asked everything was ok I answered yes, let’s just say I won’t take afternoon naps for a while.

So yup that’s my story hope you find it fun because I don’t have a great day.