What the world is happening right now

Still until now I can’t still find a new home for my vids so it’s kind of sad and stressful but I will still keep going on so my besides that nothing much new has happened and still learning some new stuff I have learned many things during this time hopefully I can use it but now things are not that okay less okay to some people but I thank I am in the good side of whoever decides this, I feel like it’s going to be something else they say learn and be more mindful of opportunities but sometimes not everything given to you is amazing but taking a chance is a wonderful thing but I feel not sure about it,  should I get it or not?

 this is hard times so any job will be amazing but also my heart is not into it I need to fool myself for it and because of that there are these gut feelings saying no and my mind saying yes fighting each other. I should get it for the financial sense and don’t get it because other opportunities might come better than this so many paths to take but what is the right one such is a life I only hope that another opportunity will come my way to let me know that this not the only way the heavens know right now I need divine intervention.

In the home front thing happing it’s kind of something my mom miss my grandma very much and worries about her and then my grandma doest trust her help so she always others take out which bad since my grandma is 80 years old and the maid is complaining as my grandma is being a very difficult and if her help leaves her we can’t do anything because of the COVID and my grandma will complain that her kids leaving her all alone so see it’s a no-win for my mom,  so my mom always ask the helper not to leave our grandma and the cycle continues this Chinese crap is doing a real number to this world I hope karma will be  a big one on that.

That’s what new to me thanks for visiting